Pin Dodging

I do want to make it perfectly clear. Is there such a thing as medical harrassment or coersive behavior going on inside your clinic? Could be. With hours of repeated prompts from airwaves and radio waves and now even echo waves, they tell you to see your doctor for everything. Get the most up to date drugs and treatment plans, vaCCINES....gO TO YOUR DOCTOR... GET A SHOT UP YOUR TWAT to prevent a cancer you might never get anyway. They really don't do enough researCH ON YOUR BODY before deducing whether or not you can tolerate it. iT'S only after you've signed a release and allowed them to use your body as a test ground. If a side effect flares up a few weeks later and you happen to gloss over it without knowing, thAT effect doesn't get noted in the data and the drug goes on disturbing OTHER prospective pATIENTS. Not to worry, I won't be taking any new fangled drugs now anyway, and luckily, I've managed without the only prescribed drug I had started nearly five years ago, by indirectly haulting it with my refusal to go to the clinic every 6 months and give blood. Now thAT MEDICAID has managed to pull my order for electronic scooter for added mobility assistance I can honestly say that is the last blood they will ever get from me. Gerard, from Nortel, woke me up from a dead sleep to deliver the bad news. He made it very clear that I would not be issued a scooter without my agreeing to physical therapy sessions for four the six months. How ridiculous. This is not a recent work injury, nor is there any chance of activating atrophied muscle tissue. It really sounds like they are the ones trying to scam Medicaid or medicare out of funds for their own revenue purposes and not my immediate mobility issues. And, they seem to have made it easier to do since clovis. I may definently have dodged a bullet here. The first thing they demaND THAT you do is be ready by the phone, for whomever and whenever they call. They demand this. I had someone named Victoria from VNA call me with strict instructions that i SHOULD be READY AND ABLE TO ANSWER THE PHONE at any time. This is surely an unusual request of an elderly, disabled woman. And while they claim to be diligently respectcful, I did not feel that from them. As a matter of fact, a few times I was in contact with DCFS about SNAP benefits, they were in fact quite rude with their demands, threatening to pull these benefits if certain actions were not performed abrubtly and efficiently. Now expecting that of humans is harsh, to say the least. And to shout out orders over the phone seems unpleasant and alarming. So they have got me pinned to a phone...I remember my narcissist husband used to try and do the same thing to me, untill I realized he was just constantly trying to keep tabs on me because he was the insecure one. They want me to download their app, which is even more annoying, because it's sucking up power off my phone. So I refused that too, which I'm sure has to do with their declining me the chair. Almost every business wants you to download their app these days, no wonder there is never enough power, or charging up. This should alarm people too, they are the ones payin the higher electronic usage.

complain to whom?

FTER ALL, THEY WANT ME TO WQORK TO PROVE MY DISABILITY STatus? go to a liscensed therapist to see if you need the electric scooter you have been relying on for the past five years? no, I ll just get another one sit up in my room until you forget about me I won't ask for anymore benefits certainly, although I'm eligable I'll leave you to it tht BIG POT OF MONEY YOU HVE PULLEED FROM THE DWINDLING GROUP YOU CALLED THE EMPLOYED SOON ENOUGH IT WILL ONLY INCLUDE YOU AND A BUNCH OF RICKETY ROBOTS THAT's right robots don't pay taXES

NYC in the Seventies dead blue

What an absolute disaster. It was a pig pen then, destructing by the brick. Here is basically what's happened. The U.S. and the State of New York can no longer pay for their city. So it belongs to various other countries in small enough portions that it has become to complicated for tax accessors to follow their internal and external laws within the multiple juristasi. I arrived just after the Iranian hostage crisis had been resolved. I was assisgned to integrate with Ecuardorian Civil Defense Council, Alejandro Salas. I sat through three and half hours of breifing before the interview. It was a crash course in spanish. I would be leaving JFK in 6 hours. I wasn't sure if having already checked out of the Bremmer was a good thing or not. I had to carry my three heavy bags with me whereever I was made to go now, making the arrival at the airport something to look forward to. Salas was there with his panel and staff to present Ecuador's political problems. Issues most heavy were the socialist rivals, the corporate interests from the U.S. with their private loads of cash bribes and the effects to numerous communities creating violent rifts and unexplained arrests and disappearances of thousands of people. Well...as tired as I was, this seemed pretty easily explained. The big private bribes are ruining off small towns and bodies are disappearing to feed the interests of big money. It is something you can talk about til your blue in the face and eventually you just end up dead blue. I cleared my throat and shook his hand and we both smiled within the quiet of a private alcove. the interview was thankfully short. "So, are you sure you want to go?" "I have to go." "Do you speak spanish?" "No. Not much." He raised his eyebrows and shook his head. "We're going to learn alot from each other."

Flip-A-Coin

Why would I want to remember the worst crime I've ever seen? Why should I think that doctor could save my life? Maybe millions of other people could do that too at one time or another just by asking me to pass the potatoes. Should I also go into debt to my dinner guest for his efforts in saving my life? One went to school on top of schools, took years in specialized training and now must meet the payment of his malpractice insurance to keep his medical practice going. The other only needed to prefer margerine to butter to save my life. He has no idea that he is saving my life. So how is it assured that this under educated man with bad dietary choices and no malpractice debt can do what the doctor could not? Some might call it a freak thing. A wild happenstance. A million to one shot. It may even be a mathimatical anomoly we have not figured out yet, but one thing seems certain... It does happen.

Whathe...?

Just what kind of idiot are you? I yell out, "I am the best kind of idiot there is!"

I Believe

I believe that the earth will just as slowly as it become, will also come to the end of it's life giving force and evolve slowly out of the sun's orbit. That it is the sun's heat that provides for the perfect conditions to bring life to fruition. Any galaxy can have that in it somewhere. I believe that man is the most viscious of animals on the planet while parading around as if he should be worshipped as a prize. That image makers rule with silly slogans dancing on your brain repeatedly throughout the day. The Unites States of America can suck my dick...i throw up my hands. "Exactly, how is it going to do that? I dont have a dick and u's guys cant all suck one dick at the same time. For all that you owe your people you are compelled to give it to someone else. These people are relentless. PAY ATTENTION!!! Whatever you say, THEY ARE LISTENING! Whatever you do, THEY ARE WATCHING! Let out any personal feeling, or speak an ounce about yourself and they put it to the test. I mentioned I am a ticking time bomb and the next thing you know I am physically attacked so they can gauge my reaction. Is it violent, weak, too violent, they want a base measurement and a realistic reaction. If you mention that your dog is your most precious possession, they arrange for a large pitbull to run up on you and your dog to see just how much you meant that statement. How violent or emotional can they make you? Can they frazzle your ribbon, create a rift you suddenly have to surf over... Just stop giving them your personal info. Stop sharing. It isn't about caring after all. It's about robbing you blind while you help them. Stop smiling. Let them know they have not helped, they are not fun or funny and you know how they have harmed you. By violating all of your rights, especially your right to protect yourself, that's the first they intend to irradicate. Fooling you is half the battle. Watch them fall apart when you walk away.

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